It is quite long since the lives of the great academia of
thought as run by Plato and later Aristotle, which were marked by a narrow
focus on or display of learning especially its trivial aspects manifested. I
find a challenge in many academic settings these days, and this is simply based
in the lack of focus on detail, but rather the focus on what we call today “the
big picture.”
The issue that arises in this regard especially in the
school of Art where I happen to be a participant in the daily strains and
endeavours, is that we paint vague imagery of huge images on our computer
screens, papers and canvas, without a single thought of the individual pixel/pencil
mark/brushstroke that sits in its place to bring out that particular part of
the image for the image to be complete. There was a time when ignorance of
detail meant overlooking the gist of a matter, it is absurd however that we
seek for the grey tones in societal norms today. Rather than be the man I am,
I’d rather focus on my lust to be the woman I am not since some activist on
television elaborately, with the support of science and our medical gurus,
described that it is right to feel the way that I do.
We are therefore I am,
is a language and philosophy best understood in an era that has long passed on,
leaving no inheritance of such prime knowledge to the young nation…I wonder how
my ancestors lost their way in what they held dear to the founding of their
societies, and ran off for polished suits and tongues that made no sense to their
kinsmen. Education was a means to an end for my ancestors, and in their wisdom,
were blind to the serpentine cunning of the educationist. My ancestors
overlooked their own way of life, forgetting that they too in the past had
educated people into the way they now called their tradition. The educationist
brought with him a tradition foiled in a mannerism called formal education that
both awed and divided my ancestors bitterly.
The benefits and new visions propelled in the lives of my
ancestors with education were far overwhelming that, when a kinsman refused
“the education” he was called backward. Aha, my kinsmen’s treasured ways were
now considered backward and barbaric, at the sight of a blackboard, chalk and a
reflection of his image from the white man’s magic mirror. This new education
was much upheld that the women in my ancestry were branded unworthy to benefit
of it, rather that they keep the “barbaric ways” that my masculine kinsmen were
metamorphosing from.
Today, I fail to recognize the women from my ancestry, as
they learned the secret of the educationist; this new tradition brought about
openness of mind and mouth at large; that now, my little niece will speak
arrogantly to her Father, and the educated young women be the breadwinner of
the house, and who knows- the very Man in the household. I realized that my
ancestors weren’t the warrior kind, and this is why I say so; the warrior is
keen to learn the skills and tactics of his friend and foe, both at a distance
and close proximity, and lives constantly aware of the possibility of an
eminent attack of body and soul, thus, a warrior had no friend except if they
were fighting the same battle, and had a common enemy. The warrior’s way is
thus one that quickly adapts to the enemy’s tactic, but is resilient to use his
own way to win; that’s why warriors were able to conquer and live in these
conquered regions easily. That, wasn’t a trait within my ancestry, yet now I
know, was the way of the educationist.
Fanon Frantz
in his psychological writings in the book, Black
Skin, White Masks (Peau noire, masques blancs,
1952) elaborates on his dilemma as a Negro who knew no Negro ways except for
the French colonialist’s way having been acculturated and studied under their
education; he further sets assumptions on the black skin’s lust to get even with the colonialist by either
acting rebellious to his ways or ripping through the white woman’s petticoats
and drowning his black lusts in her white body. Oh what folly befalls a wounded
warrior, it is at that point that he sees his err, and now believes barbarism
will solve his folding. It is no wonder that our governments cannot effectively
plan for the very natives they lead rather that our politicians fight against
another with each seeking the most powerful relations with the colonisers- intellectual beggars, I call them. The
actions of our ancestors are them that have left us at the mercy of our own
vicious attitude and desire for revenge, without the possibility to heal and
seek for a way that allows my people sing a folk song around a night fire, or
tell lessons of the present in stories long past.
I choose not to inhibit any rage or
desire to revenge for the oversights of my ancestors, but rather as a man, be a
better Warrior in my time, and a support to the woman beside me, providing her
with the same opportunities so we can train our children to know the way of my
people, and Yahweh. I will allow for my mind to see the “big picture” as a
result of focusing on the detail of each pixel/brushstroke. It will take time,
but I will come around it, and see the big picture in its fullness having
lavished on the intricacy of each pixel/brushstroke, and been a very part of
each developing process. I am a Man, a Teacher, a Husband, and a Father, I will
live for that. Are there possibilities of failing or following in the ways of
my ancestors? I presume ‘yes’, Will I hold back from doing what I ought to do
in my time and season in this life? No!!
